Today's moment

Lucy told me that for the next two weeks (as a start), each & very day I am to live, breathe, feel, enjoy etc A SINGLE MOMENT. A single thing in which I am to be truly aware of & then write it down. Today's moment was when my sister gave me a hug. I hugged her back. This was my moment, I felt the warmth of her skin, her arms around me, her hair brushing my face, I was aware of the way she stood, smelled & felt. I felt peaceful & safe.

Sleepovers,

My daughter is having her very first sleep over at my sisters house!! She has had many nights away from home with visits to her dad but this is different somehow. It feels weird for me as I guard my time with her in an almost selfish way & to share that with someone else is a wrench. I know she is safe & that she is having fun, she is extremely capable hands with people that love her  BUT hmm, but what? I really don't know! There it is, sweet dreams my darling, see you in the morning :-)

What a grump!

I just glanced back through my blogs & what a bloody grump I sound like!! Noooooooo!!! Give me strength, what a whinger I sound like. That's not me, not really, or is it! Eek. Right that's it, tomorrow I am going to blog about the good things in my life & stop being so bloody droll! :-)

Haven't blogged in aaaaaages

Well the last time I blogged I was having a shit of a day... I see a trend here! I must find time to blog when I am feeling happy (which is usually most of the time for me) and not just when I need to scream!! Oh well, shite happens! There are so many things going on at the moment that I forget to have a life outside of my own bubble. Hmmm, that has to change! Watch this space...